Livid

by Miss Demeanor

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it's whatever i guess

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released November 14, 2014

All songs written and composed by Luke Clohisy, Ruby Dunphy, and Andrew Holowka.

Recorded at "Plus 48 Recordings"
Producer/Mixing/Mastering: Christopher "Chrisbob" Prunotto
Album Photography: Aidan Piper
Graphic Design/Band photography: Jenna Wenzlaff
Carlos Zamudio: various....things.

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Track Name: Sore
I can make forgetting easy
Press me up against your skin
Tender feelings that I nurture
Stitch up old scars
With my freshly opened wounds
I’m just so endearing

You don’t need to worry about me
I don’t care what you say
I swear it won’t do me much harm

Toss me back and swallow me whole
Makes the numbness reappear
Stops the ants from crawling
Stops the maggots from their feeding

You don’t need to worry about me
I don’t care what you say
I swear it won’t do me much harm

Hear me and tune them out
They don’t know what the fuss is about
Use me and comfort surrounds
Take me, you won’t even hear a sound

You don’t need to worry about me
I don’t care what you say
I swear it won’t do me much harm
Track Name: Bill Murray
You murder and rape me
Condemned, but you’re still looking like the victim
No lesson learned, nothing can give
My broken head, your stitches
In time when you’re still looking like a hero
Pretend but all along you know that I know
Bash in your skull, break in your face
So I can live right up to my name

And when you’ve found it, I’m thrown away
Nothing but eyesores and headaches
Bruising and stitches and all the above
Make for seeming neurosis you’re most proud of

I’m not the evil one, least I think so

You ponder my bitter
Look over all your blatant imperfections
YOUR SILVER SPOON
YOUR PENILE GUN
YOUR BLOODIED FIST
My brain’s done
No wonder your not reading all the details
I sit asphyxiating on the exhale
Now I can’t breathe, I still want out
Searing my skin, you I’m without

And when you’ve found it, I’m thrown away
Nothing but eyesores and headaches
Bruising and stitches and all the above
Make for seeming neurosis you’re most proud of

I’m not the evil one, least I think so
Track Name: Krokodil & Coke
My lungs are what I pay to feel higher than a kite, louder than a bomb
Septum is what I trade to heal headaches, nosebleeds- they come and go
Why’d I even think when I can take a toke?
When everyone is laughing, I don’t get the joke
So hit me up and don’t you miss
Don’t filter me, I can take this

My face is peelin’ off
My hair is fallin’ out
My high is comin’ up like a switchblade
My teeth are bright as gold
My nose is white as snow
My lips are crackin’ up when I crack a smile

So exhale that and inhale this
Now blow your nose and you’ll get over it
If I don’t see your voice or hear your face
It ain’t money’s worth if there ain’t any lace
My bruises are what’s separating me from you
I’m really separate now that I’m all black and blue
My tongue is out now I can’t breathe
Another tab is all I really need

My face is peelin’ off
My hair is fallin’ out
My high is comin’ up like a switchblade
My teeth are bright as gold
My nose is white as snow
My lips are crackin’ up when I crack a smile
Track Name: Feeble-Minded Toe Frog
I’m so tired of all of your incessant condescending nature
Don’t you see I’ve got it all figured out?
So enough victimizing, I’m not criticizing
They’re ain’t nothing for you to worry about
And I’m not here to preach, not here to whine
But I sure as hell have something to say
It’ll just take a minute, you won’t even get it
Okay? Okay.

You’re just another disease
You took effect on me
You left me wondering how
Who’s too serious now?
You fuckin’ piece of shit

You hypocrite
You hypocrite
You hypocrite
I’m so sick of it, I’m so sick of it

I can’t stand you

Tough shit- why’s it come as such a big surprise
for you to understand I’ve finally opened up my eyes?
It’s second nature to you, completely foreign to me
You’re such a lax attitude,
I’ve too much severity

You’re just another disease
You took effect on me
You left me wondering how
Who’s too serious now?
You fuckin’ piece of shit

You hypocrite
You hypocrite
You hypocrite
I’m so sick of it, I’m so sick of it

I can’t stand your face ‘cuz you smell

Don’t look at me with your crooked face
It’s your existence I just can’t seem to erase
You seem to think you’ve got it made
But gold for shit is what you trade

Did you ever really think that you owned me?
Did you ever really think that you helped me here?
Because the last thing that I would ever do
Is to harm myself just to benefit you
So don’t turn me into some currency
First jerk to you, last one to me

I can’t stand your face
Track Name: Zsus
I feel no shame for your victim
And I don’t bear your burdens

What’d I do? Why’d you think of me
as someone who could stand the brunt
of substandard abuse strapped across my chest
rotting me out and decaying in
reasons alone set off my illness
feeding inside, their parasitic
ways of finding another route
rotting me in as they shit me out

Keep me around for as long as you need ’til you’re through

What did you do? You never did
What did you see? You never saw
What did you feel? You never felt
What did you give? You never gave
Everything that’s been said to you goes in one ear out the other one

I take no blame for your illness
And your discontent burrows

What’d I do? Why’d you think of me
as someone who could stand the brunt
of substandard abuse strapped across my chest
rotting me out and decaying in
reasons alone set off my illness
feeding inside, their parasitic
ways of finding another route
rotting me in as they shit me out

Keep me around for as long as you need ’til you’re through

What did you do? You never did
What did you see? You never saw
What did you feel? You never felt
What did you give? You never gave
Everything that’s been said to you goes in one ear out the other one

What did you do? You never did
What did you see? You never saw
What did you feel? You never felt
What did you give? You never gave
Everything that’s been said to you
Everything that’s been done to you
Goes in one hand to the other one,
In one ear out the other one
What did you do? You never did
What did you see? You never saw
What did you feel? You never felt
What did you give? You never gave
Everything that’s been said to you goes in one ear out the other one
Track Name: Annihilist
Gray, black, and blue is all I need now
Don’t think the smiles pat my back
Your solace is not contagious
It’s not something I want to have

(random poetic shit that I don’t feel like typing)

In my selfish isolation
Follow me in and you pry
It’s not something that I want to
So don’t ask why

I’m so blue

Burrowed in me, deep inside
Call it demons, what you will
It’s a cancer, it’s a grace
It’s a given even still
But I warned you not to linger
Not to wave and point your finger
But still you search for what you can’t get
Search for answers in my head

I feel it coming on so strong
I didn’t mean it, you got me wrong
I take it back, take it back, take it back, take it-
Don’t wanna hear it, don’t you listen
You don’t know what you’ve been missing
Take it back, take it back, take it back

You’re so blue

I’m not a liar
I’m not a cheater
I’m not demented
I’m just tormented
Help me erase this
Eradicate it
I’m just frustrated
I’m just gray

Listen to me now

You’re so blue
Track Name: Perfectly Gray
I’m alone in this crowd
And I’m just so cliche
But I’ve got an inkling
That’s perfectly gray
And I cannot ignore it
Can’t fill up this void
This sudden abysmal isolation
Can’t seem to destroy

Well I’m an ant
Can someone stomp on me?

Just wish that you’d notice
It’s all just an act
Four years in the making
Just one to distract
You’re the only thing that I can’t seem to forget
And I am the punishment you seem to augment

Well I’m an ant
Can someone stomp on me?
Heal my gray
Take my misery

I’m alone in this crowd
And I’m just so cliche
But I’ve got an inkling
That’s perfectly gray

Don’t let you decide for me
But it’s not a choice
And I’m not worthy of attention anymore